Autumnal in

the air yesterday  ... a lot cooler with the weather breaking into those post hot air conditions ... 

Thy words escaping me or muddled at times. A lot intangible, that is nothing new. An impending time with my family. The struggles in getting there. The attempt to relax. And get the tasks and words into flow. The weather words escaping me presently. 

My mind overloaded, then in a better place ever so briefly before it disappears again. The tantalising glimpses of life getting to run like clockwork within my grasp, then the next batch of dilemmas come along. 

Thy plans scuppered

... A shift around of walk outs jostled about ... 

the hope for a graveside visit and a sunrise walk on hold ... with forthcoming time elsewhere it might not fit in this altered schedule. I had hoped to check out some time from the de clutter air for fresh air, a bit. The time in the locality. The other plans in the pipeline to intersperse some days in the week.

The local store revamp is proving to be brilliant. The better lines of stock slowly emerging in new display. A bit of those good long stay products of time back on the shelf in a better way. And of course the expand of stock lines new and old favourites. It seems more spacious in ambiance, less yellow lighting. The clothing section should be reopened today.

Rustled up the time

differently today. And today I have been without my maternal Grandad for the same length with. A week before his birthday exactly he passed away, one year. The September before our May wedding in 1991.

I took an approximate record of the amount of steps I walked this day. Did good. It would be good to continue the walking further I started in Kernow. A trip to Liverpool and local trips here have been postponed due to infections wearing me out a bit .. 

Sat awhile ...

in the town centre during the end trails of another market day ... The requirements for a journey to make sure all things run in smooth as can be. 

I forgot my best in receiving charity, was earlier closing on a Wednesday... I off loaded it to one not so ... 

The meds for the interruption in routine. The food items I can get in, incase I have a very tiring bad journey home for the return ... 

The basic food requirement... 

With the lack of air circulating making sure things get used up the best I am able ... it always smells a bit on return. The nostrils get used . ... 

Today it was in the beautiful aroma spectrum ...all the hard work in getting into the layers where applicable and accessible presently 

With the find

in much since that day that was to change the outcome ... I can get about to major towns on day trips  to start ... with offers on travel ways I have done. It is taking the plunge to plan ... 

I have been snug inside missing a hot day. I did not notice. The cold winds inside takes me to a different hemisphere 

Post trauma

days when other swings of mood come in and propels me back and forth ... these are the careful day... 

I cannot face the world in complete. The steps one takes, for nothing can console me. 

A hot early September sunny

day in my neck of the woods. I have no idea what is like in Kernow or Cheshire. I do know the kid has racked up the mileage in her newly acquired car. The novelty not worn off yet. The damp proof work on her home is now finished. It is looking much much better. 

I have been out in the hot day. The sky was a brilliant hue of blue blue. I explored the areas in progress of a rebuild. And ventured up a part of town, not seen since before the lost time in hoard. I also did a shop. 

A very pleasing shop. This despite a lot of revamping and areas closed off, currently in our superstore. A lot of products now unobtainable for a while. The staff and customers buoyant. That must be the sunny day mood.... 

Research

into the normal journeys outer to the area not in comfort throws as per lots of ideas ... and stumble upons so rampant on the world through those that original opened it up for us beyond the telephone ... 

The sleeper train journeys to Kernow or the opposite in ways ... The Eco travel of buddying up with a car going the same way ... my Dad would have loved that one ... 

The world before the scares of lone hitch hiking ... now you can go online and hitch a ride for cash ... 

Too agitated in the better

to get out in the last 48 hours ... the home silently screaming help at me ... the change in a tad to improve the ambiance ... a zillion more tasks in decisive and decide ... 

... The ready for some many errands to wind down again ... 

for fresh air, new experience in old 

Longer shadows ... migration

and the late summer evening warmth ... with the sky in hues in a smudge of colours on a palette 

a lot enjoying as those who are not ...

A town scape ... one day again be back at Brea Hill for views like this ... 

7-9-2016 

Walk in GP

i may not have travelled to an out of hours surgery over a weekend ...at least  one made it to the open of Monday at the local GP ... 

The journey was past my comfort zone of local ghosts of dilemmas ... It is so strange in how I react to different things at different times ... I did it in a strange area ... it just adds to the fact the sooner I leave here it might indeed help ...? 

Adjustment in my outings

... At least I have enjoyed coffee, meals, pubs cinema for one ... The whim of just doing it ... The start in further plans although scuppered still of lone travel ... The overwhelming sense of too much here in invisible constraints ... 

Finally the trips to venues not entirely as it was yet have been numerous again ... Especially stepping up the challenges... There is still too many periods of time when it lapses. A sisterly reminder or a mum or daughter consistent in the patience. The transformation appreciated in the attempts 

... Much change in the area ...

in the circuit of our life here ....

A shop taking longer or items missing as the superstore in middle of a revamp 

My own road finally getting a squeeze of buildings built rumoured for many a year 

Demolished late in happening ... now done 

We are about to be in the middle of a building site as the construction appears 

The infra structure unable to cope with the amount of cars etc already ... ? 

More buildings this height to join it ... in this town in the future ?

And this land given to the people of this town to enjoy by those that owned it ... the Hart Dykes ..