Those silent

celebrations of your child's birthday ... I have the weekend of weekends. Again the mind travelled far. The body has not. I did go out yesterday. The wind down of a home in preparation to be away.

The fact I am going up ... not on the birthday, shows I am in my own life mode of immense change. I have passed so far all the necessary documentation to work in a voluntary capacity, on the many variants of vulnerable adults and children departments within a hospital environment. 

Another vital appointment the day before travel ! 

Another zig zag

parallel of routes staring and staring up again. The time in many flounders of spirit within. The pendulum swing out of sync, but in sync.   The journey taken today. The first time in a Macs on me own! I entered within another environment of memories today. The determination in the silent seething through gritted strength ...  

A lush slush

... the snow surprise again this year. I am alone in thoughts within a world in still within a time band. 

I came back to the world after a very tiring few days, tucked inside with the mess in muddle. And it was snow white out th window on arising this morning ...