Inspired in much this December month in many venues and events amore again. I will need to have a rest on getting back to the quandaries  ... it has been fraught. The bus service running for part of the train journey I tend to avoid. 

I and my family have paced me. I have had two complete rest days on those near noticing my quiet struggles ... only this week. 

I have done so much for the first time post crisis. It almost could be interpreted as normal. The invisibility of the silent strength, that can crumble at any given moment ... 

Natures Bounty

out with the secateurs... collecting items for a Christmas wreath later, beyond the garden wall. 

Chester nearly ...

Nantwich, Sandbach, Swanley in Cheshire, Hanley, Shavington, St Mary Cray, Bickley, Chistlehurst,  Ringwood,  to name some. A road trip down in to Cornwal from Durley on the small piece of land connecting Devon into Cornwall.

All places not seen in circumstances crowding s life once free spirited. 

My family announcing we were in Cornwall apparently I was asleep unaware ... my mind still in Cheshire with the last week my feet not touching the ground! 

The test in

all those therapies so far taken in bobs along the waves of grief beyond .... for an extended December experience in strange familiar environment to come ... a grit in strength will enforce the next stage for next year in options in all star strands of life ...