Fluctuating ..

Sunday out .. Monday in .. Tuesday Out .. but missed Computer Studies .. Wednesday in the dark 

Fluctuating days; depressive times are upon me ... and not the fact that it is raining or windy or the longer evenings.  The fact is it is nearly a year since our Dad passed away. And the fateful time line in a September after the failed mulit-agency meeting that so lead to the undeniable events; that would change the course of our lives dramatically ...  

A Son Husband and Father who only again recently ... who is now not here to speak for himself; been bad mouthed yet again by a professional ... not good ... who do not know us ...

It is disrespectful ... no-one with mental health is bad ... 

I have noticed that in my own care ... we are not bad ... we are ill ... unwell ... call it what you like .. but we are not bad people ...