walk in steps of record ... the data shows the days in limbo loud and clear. The conflicts noticed by big brother in silent only to me.
All around is life indifferent to me while I go about or not. I am in the twilight zone of living both lives as part of a couple and of a single person. The view out in experience of both.
The early days when people went back to their lives without a backward glance. The hideous thoughtlessness of much. Crisis pass a little on .. those that said they aged that day. The shared silence of those that did look back
The embaressed father today again, when his young son peeped through the letterbox. I happened to be passing at that moment. So I peeped back out. One does not always get one, with what one now does. I do not mind, I am free of a lot of burdens now. And hope to be even more so one day. Where once was worry, it goes in the wind...
The new worries do hinder much in conflict. I embrace the tomes in times when they do not
I too am transported back to when we have no qualms once as children once upon time to ask, do or investigate ... although I am childlike in moments or feel like a teenage I do feel conflicted and or confused at times ...
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